The Closest !!

The way life goes on is always cryptical.To realize how exactly it is coded, we tend to decipher it. Then again, it makes us feel to leave the whole thing as such lewd, instead of exonerating it. Even after all these, I went on exploring "What exactly written for me?!" kind thing and still struggling to find my cup of tea."A well learnt", that's how people of my circle call, for I have learnt a lot, all except from my academics(Yet they meant the latter one)."Engineered", I would say, four years of learning all about a "most wanted", so called Machine was not that hard.Yet, a major point is, It's still a wonder, and the reason behind "The why" is unknown, just because it is certainly not my favourite. What's the point in grieving after all spending 1460 days, learning a machine(paradox : "You code it and I would give you result".Yet it is defined as the god of today's world).Fantacy, the word well explains my mind state when I went choosing the path, which my objective mind knows, "This is not for you". I was too jejune, all that attracted me was the degree behind my name.Certainly, never knew it was all that most of them thought to be..."Give me a plain paper, I would never return it empty" It was my kind. All that I needed, my passion indeed.Being brainwashed, Pen is of course mightier but it's uncertain if  it would serve your stomach full. It took 4 long years to experiment a subject that I was least bothered about and knew I'm never gonna master it at any time. There always comes a point in life, where you are left with  very close choices that look similar... Finding the right one among them is too difficult and once you choose the correct choice, Life would be just wow !!
And among the options given to me, from yet another piece of hunk like above, You wolud be clear enough, the very closest chosen option is !!

What I'm !!